So I'm going back to NJ tomorrow....

Or rather today, just later today.  I'm not really excited since it's not going to be a fun trip with the dentist and all.  But seeing my family will be awesome.  I will miss my princess very much, even though she won't miss me....she is so odd....she's like if you were gone for 6 months then I would miss you, and I'm like whatever cuz I would miss her even if she went to the bathroom.  I guess love is different for everyone.  Or maybe I'm just a bit obsessed.  Who knows.  I love her very much.  I love her more than anything else in the world.  And I know she loves me in her own way.  We just had an awesome day.  And we finished it off with icing on the cake.  Now it is off to dream land where I hope to have good dreams and a good night's sleep to get up in the morning and go to my parent's house. So until next time....

So it's 1:45 am.....

And I'm sitting here with my gf asleep and I'm kinda tired, but figured I would do some blogging and internet stuff before I go to bed.  There is lots to tell!  I was thinking of being either Wonder Woman for Halloween or the Tin Woman for Halloween so we shall have to see what I like better!! And what my plans are for Halloween.  We still don't know what Jaimie is going to be.  I say be Ariel, but who knows.  I'm going to my parent's house on Monday if things go well and I'm feeling better, which I have been.  I will miss Jaimie terribly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am going to buy some new leggings that I saw in purple, black, and brown, since I already have grey so that would be awesome!  I can't wait!  I should have called the store to see if they had them.  Maybe I'll do that on Monday.  What else?  I have no idea what we're going to do tomorrow.  I know I def. want to have sex and lots of it so that will probably end up happening. FINALLY!  It's going to be awesome!! Hopefully she likes the spice cake I made.  I also have to finish packing for my trip, but all my clothes are packed so that is good.  Alright I think that's all for now.  Until next time....

It's 2am and I'm still awake.....

So again I am going to have another sleepless night, and sleepful day, which is to be expected.  That really pisses me off because my sleep cycle is out of whack, but my sinuses have been really bothering me and not letting sleep.  Not to mention the trains passing by my ears with the whooshing noise, which is so annoying.  And the soar throat, runny nose and allergy symptoms.  It's a viral infection and all the dr. said was to take zyrtec d.  i guess i have to ride this one out but it sucks cuz I had so much planned for this weekend and for labor day and for the rest of the week.  And tomorrow Jaimie's going to Kevin's house and I will be all alone for most of the afternoon and the evening.  I guess I could watch a few movies I haven't watched.  Maybe I could get some popcorn and just snuggle up in bed with the tv or the laptop.  I just don't want to spend all day sleeping.  I desperately need to go food shopping for the weekend since I am not going to my parent's house till Monday.  So hopefully I will wake up early enough to do that with Jaimie.  I guess that's all for now.  Until next time....

Update: Not going to NJ this weekend...

Poo, no BBQ for me this weekend.  I will spending the weekend at home, sick, getting some much needed rest, that for some reason I can't get at night.  That is so odd.  I keep having these nightmares.  They're really starting to freak me out.  But when I sleep during the day, I sleep like a baby.  It is so odd.  And then I keep getting these feelings like I'm having a fever and I'm not which is extremely strange.  My body is trying to tell me something and I have no clue as to what that is.  I keep getting the migraines all the time so then I rest or eat and I feel better.  But I can't be resting and eating all day.  I have stuff to do.  Idk what I'm going to do when school starts.  I need to be awake and stuff and this is not helping.  Idk maybe I need to keep my meds in check, but I've been doing that ok.  It's just so odd.  Well I have my Jaimie to take care of me, which she has been doing so well at.  I will miss her tomorrow when she goes to Kevin's, but she needs her fun too!  Alright until next time.....

The Day 'O Hell!

So today was starting off right, woke up early, was online for a while, enjoyed my girlfriend's company, went to the library, AND THEN, all hell broke loose!  I got call after call of bad news, mail with bad news, bills, wrong deposit places, new atm pins, all of this bullshit for what??? For NOTHING!  Just to make my life miserable at the beginning of the month, like every month for the past few months, which totally sucks!  Idk if it's movers bad luck.  Maybe.  But my day was shit.  Right now I am just trying to figure shit out and make sense of it all, this big mess of crap that was thrown in my face on the first! FUCK!  But right now I'm recuperating from it nicely in a cool room, awesome company, some bowling, great chicken cheesesteak, and maybe some ice cream later.  There were lots of tears too!  So all in all I'm just calm and collected for now, we shall see what tomorrow brings.  Until tomorrow..........

So it's 5:39 am.....

I actually got some decent sleep last night and the night before that so I am awake and typing away.  My gf on the other hand didn't get too much sleep so she was tired and went to bed and is still in bed.  My leg keeps falling asleep and I wonder if it's poor circulation.  IDK!  And then my heels are swollen, it is rather weird.  So what is new....hmm....  I am going to my parents house this Saturday and am staying there for a week and a few days to enjoy Labor Day with the family and let my gf have some space.  We both need space, I guess.  Living together is not easy especially for her.  She needs her alone time and her sleep.  And sometimes I don't give that to her.  As far as my little friend goes things have been going smoothly so far except for two days ago when it was the day 'o hell, which was my second day with it and it totally sucked.  I thought I had a fever and was in bed all day.  But my gf took care of me greatly and she is awesome!  I love her very much!!!!  Friday we are going to have Chinks for dinner so I am excited.  They are having 5 dollar large cheesesteaks for Fridays in September.  That is awesome!  Fuck, my leg is falling asleep again!  Olivia Munn had this great quote on her website the other day from ComicCon2009 and it stated "The word FUCK should not be a curse word, it should be a punctuation!"  That is so awesome and totally true!! It is one of my favorite words EVER!  Jaimie is trying to sleep so I think  I will stop typing now.  Until next time...............