Laying here with my Princess by my side is the best feeling ever....

I'm glad things have gotten better and there are no more misunderstandings and fights.  I have to try to make our relationship one full of loving, caring, and understanding.  Jamie makes me so happy and I love her so much.  There are so many things that I am thankful for for having her in my life.  She means so much to me and is so special.  I love her so so much.  She means everything to me.  I'm so excited because now I have a new job and now all I have to get situated is school.  It's become a big obstacle but i think I can do it.  Until next time...

It's 3:04am and I'm still awake!

I haven't posted here in so long.  Updates? Not much really.  Had a fight with Jaime earlier and it was so stupid. I hope she doesn't stay angry with me in the morning.  I have a lot of things to think about.  There's probably a list I can make.

1. What to do with my time
2. Find a job
3. Find a good school
4. Clean my room
5. Get new doctors
6. Go to Studio 34
and the list goes on...

But I can never seem to find  the time or the motivation to do things.  The only thing I've done lately that I'm proud to say is a great accomplishment, which is not seen so to many but I don't give a fuck, is my lack of soda for a whole week. That's a first in a long time...  Going through soda withdrawals is horrible.  But I think I'm doing ok.  Now, if only I could get some decent sleep and not be sleeping or taking naps during the day then things would be much better.  I feel sad.  I don't want to fight with Jamie.  I love her so much.  I think I'm going to snuggle with her in bed now and try to sleep.  Until next time....