It's 4:34am...

I just don't get it.  What is the big deal with Jamie and her friends?  Why does she need to be alone with them without me?  And why can't she ever just take me with her?  I don't understand.  It's not fair.  I don't have any friends here and she knows that.  I just wish she was more considerate.  And this was supposed to be "our" week together.  She wouldn't even let me go to my parents house for a couple of days cuz it was supposed to be "our" time together.  It just isn't fair and I don't understand it all.  Especially after the last time she got drunk and I had to go get her.  She promised she would never do it again, and here she is doing it again.  Maybe she doesn't remember saying that to me cuz she was drunk but still.  It isn't fair.