So I recovered from my crisis last night....

After having cried for like an hour and listening to depressing music.... I talked to Jaimie and th ings were ok.  Yesterday was so special.  It was the best day of my life.  We shared such an intimate moment together and it makes me so happy.  I can't wait for this week when she has a day off and we can just be together all day.  I miss her while she's at work.  It's very hard for me to be apart from her.  I'm very sentimental and she's not. She's a bit more detached than I am.  I'm like my mother.  She's like her mother and her father.  Idk.  They are so weird.  But I do miss living with them.  I miss our dinners with the family.  Our new apartment is great and we are having a blast.  I am so glad that we are finally fulfilling our dreams.  I just need to get things going with school and I should be just fine. It's raining today which sucks cuz I wanted to go to Rite Aid.  I might take my umbrella and go.  I want to get my eyebrows done too so I might do that.  Alright, be back later.....